I enjoy this life with this family at this time.

I struggle every day with the right balance of it all.

For example, my dishes are almost never all done at the same time.

ALL that kind of stuff is a struggle for me.

It is never a struggle however to enjoy Ryanna.

She has a light and determination that scares me....quite a lot.

But leaves me admiring and enjoying her all the more.

She is beautiful in soul, body, and spirit.

It is never a struggle to laugh with and melt for my blue eyed boy.

There are moments I can see the person he is and will always be.

He is charming and his laugh is infectious.

I enjoy being a partner and team member to Brian.

There is a peace in having each other as we are,

 and with our different perspectives on many, many things.

This family that is mine is the treasure in my heart.

I'm grateful to my Heavenly Father for his perfect love,

and blessing me to have this family.